Spring Fever Itch
I thought I had the spring fever itch today and most the night felt like I hadda get out.. or wanted to go out that's for sure. I can't really recall the last time I went out out.. or out and enjoyed myself at least it's been awhile. Seems like since we came back from TN vacation it's been a headspin for me. It's not that I'm stressed or crabby or anything feeling bad about anything but I'd just love to go out enjoy a few hours and not worry about anything at least for that little while. Had thought all day about just escaping up the hill after work with J but I know when I plan something or really want something it seems it doesn't work out. Plus ya end up sitting there hoping they'll leave being your off work yet they stay, which OK i know that's cool for them and stuff but I listen to truck driver talk it seems like every friday and this friday I just was in the mood to hit it. Go somewhere I've got the antsy pants on I think. I even had it so bad when I got to town I drove by all the bars here in town and 1/2 wanted to stop just to do something different or something at that. But OMG that thought I think nooo then my friend and hubby in town are kidless for the weekend and invited me over any night this weekend for yatzee rematches but their house was dark. But I'd not have stopped anyways as it's too fricken late cuz after 2 drinks in 2 hours wears off ya just get tired. I'm bored but more boring to myself than anything. Just need to go somewhere for the hell of it not cuz ya have to. Tomorrow is busy, Sunday is hubs Bday and I have to go to SF, and Mon to wtrtown and tuesday with grannyma and wed back to Wtrtwn I feel overwhelmed with busy things then the inlaws coming up for 4 days over easter. OK I'm so going to try to be positive here. I want to be really I do. I wish hubs was awake suppose I could go nudge him till he wakes up huh.. it's so quiet everyone is asleep guess I'm next.