Nerves
Gotta call the school today to find a tutor for my hubs, he's trying to study for his GED which he never got dropped out a couple months b4 or something. I tried to help him but I get frustrated because what seems so simple to me and it's not like he was getting it and he for surely has a thing or complex about being afraid to come to me thing going on. So I KNOW my helping him study isn't working because he's afraid of me or whatever it's hard to explain, maybe he's even a bit embarrassed I tried to make him feel good and show how easy things can be. His worst point is reading and language. Math and algebra is coming along great one only on sample test that's honestly almost better than I'd have done not studying or have looked at a text book for years..
But when I met him he was getting tutored at a college in reading but we moved here the next fall and that's the end of that story. But to find one around here/? Hummm I plan on calling the school I guess they might know of someone or where to call at least. He's worked up to get this and that makes me look at him a little different. A good thing yes.
As for me it's been a forever long week. Feels like I've been off week for days not just 3 days. Probably cuz they days have been jam packed with fun things to do. It was so beautiful out yesterday we spend an hour at the park after lunch and an hour and 45 minutes later b4 supper. Got our grill fixed bought a new burner for it hopefully that is what's wrong so I made hobo packets with cut up potatoes, peppers, onions, mushrooms and seasonings, and a little ground up hamburger, and we had steak . Nummy I so wanted to sit out on our beautiful deck and eat but we didn't buy that set of furinature yet I want.. patio stuff.. and we dont' dare buy it now if were thinking about moving.
Moving the phone's rang 10 times this week with people calling saying I hear your moving. OMG come on that's one thing I hate but know it's my hometown so it's kinda funny. I say yeah I would love to and highlight the ups and downs and people assume your packed up and leaving tomorrow. My aunt calls all mad I never told her and I'm like when did you hear that i'm leaving she's like April 1st hahaha I'm like yeah and 'like' april fools. OK so we've thought about it, doesn't mean a thing cept how we want to for the time being.
1st things 1st, gotta sell this house. Hubs has to find a job as good or close to as he makes here or no way for me. And my parents with all their dreamin and talk and specially my Dad and all his ideas of making it in the world drive my nuts at times. They are smarter and wiser and I do believe in most things but once and awhile I know better yet hubs still doesn't know. He thinks what my Dad says is gold. My Dad will say you can come down here and do this for $4K a month or do this on weekends and make $$$ and I' tried to explain to hubs my dad always that way and look at him he's not working and not making that 'easy' money. Hubs says yes but he has the ideas and they're good and hubs says he unlike my Dad is going to do it.. and hubs has a good strong point on that topic. but still...
I'm chicken I guess and kinda comfy yet the thought of just doing something crazy is kinda born in me. And when it all comes down to anything I'm just a home-body. I like to be home, want to be home and can't wait to get home when i'm gone. I would be comfy where=ever as long as I had a place to live I guess. hehehe
OK I better get going and quit dreaming for now as it's almost time for lessons with the kids. Circle time at 9am.