duh
I did just what i said i was going to last night and made myself pretty happy hubs came in and acted just normal... kinda bugs me he avoids any issues we might have but then again so do I at times.. I just didn't want to be brought down anymore than I had already felt for the day so he crawled in asked for a kiss and was snoring b4 I could turn around. Did it make me mad??? No not really... just was done with him for the day. Today's been busy with football and hunting and kids and the phone ringing.
Still now kids down for naps and J out playing hubs and I alone and he's all honey I'm tired going to take a nap and I need the van 2nite so I'll give ya a ride to work. Ohhh ok that's ok maybe it'll give us a chance to be alone a little 2nite at least for the ride home... we have to get up early for church again so can't be too late. Honest I don't even know what I do want at this time. I'm just stumped at times on his non-responsive reactions to anything I throw at him.. and when I say something blunt hoping he'll get it he thinks I'm rude.. LOL can't win. If I can't say it the way it is I guess I shouldn't say a thing can't win.. Just bugs me we said harsh things yesterday and today he goes about as if nothing was ever said or wrong or that he might have hurt my feelings or whatever and blah blah i don't know.. i hate the way he avoids things.