My Son's 5th year of youth wrestling has begun, next year he could wrestle junior varsity, he's pumped and excited and practice three nights a week usually this week only Tue/Thurs cuz of the BB game last night which was a great game won over 30 points and this years team looks good kinda fun. Makes for another busy week though, Monday BB game, hubs took J to practice 2nite from 6till 815. Leaves me here with the little ones 2nite, and its' been a forever long ass day at that with them.
I keep thinking it's winter blues but it was nice today and kids are driving me insane. I know I love them and time with them, but at least once or twice a day I find myself having to leave the room lock myself in the bathroom or my bedroom and I just want to scream cuz I don't know what to do. I never had any issues with C or J as far as listening but my baby is totally out of controll, and with the added attention given to him all the time has turned my 4 year old into quite a little hellion now as well. When I send her to time out, she'll lay down and move around like Jello, I'll go to pick her up by her hand and she just lays there I'm not moving and she's heavy at 45 pounds of dead/weight, I practically was so pissed one time today I drug her thru the entire house kicking and screaming how she hates me and wants her Daddy. OMG... I just said I'm sorry you feel that way C but you need to learn to listen and will have to sit here until we can talk civil. I didn't know what to say/do??? But it's only 630 now and I'm so wishing it was 930 everyone was in bed cuz I'm so ready for bed.
Sure everyone says it's a stage, a phase only little for a few years..yeah I know .... but still these past few days/weeks and months have so grown on my patience. I've got hubs on a run after practice to buy a baby gate. I know they're not babies anymore but I think if I set boundarys and limits on area's they can run instead of all over like I turn around one minute he's in the bathroom pumping lotion all over the tub and the other's in J's room dumping out a big box of Legos', then turn again and Z's got the full gallon of milk out and carrying it thru the house with his cup for a drink and he's about to drop it all when C will run out Mom I have to go number and the phone's ringing. The phone another thing I want to throw out the window and wish I had a machine to say is it between 1 and 4.. do not call duh.. kids are napping. It's like no one calls until then, and people that even know still call, my mom called twice and my grandma and a GF in town twice and this other guy twice and 2 other calls, one unavaliable and one out of area.. ok so WTF? NOTE: Phone hasn't rang since 330 either when I got up and ripped it outta the wall. So kids didn't get a nap nor did I today. So Crab-ass i've been ever since.
And I've been crabby, not the normal upset I'm pissy, I'm PISSY where I could beat something I think pissy. OK so I'm not that bad, but in the 5 minutes I've typed this, I have put slippers on 2 kids feets, poured two glasses of milk, got the kitty out of a box he was stuck in from the kids and broke up 2 fights over toys in Z's room and one in C's ... all in the 7 mintues I've been online.
I best go. And as far as my exercise.... and diet.. right like I have had a second to do anything like that and that's depressing and I've gained 80% of the weight I've lost back how sick and I havn't changed my eating just no exercise ... but when am I sopose to have time????