kinda crabby now
Crabby omg I wish I could just crawl back into bed or more have it be time to go 2 work.. and wish it as so busy 2nite i don't get home til 3 so I don't have to be here n can just come home and crash cuz hubs crabby.. says doesn't feel good but i don't 'care not reason to be mean n say mean things n be crabby all day to everyone cuz i've about had it. Sure I was being nice what can I do for you kinda wifey but only to a point where if I'm gonna be treated crabbyassed that's it. No more nicey me and I can be a bitch i know... so anyways.. not been fun 2day at all and more hurts me cuz like sopose to be a nice day just me n little ones n hubs and its' been nothing but bitchin and bickering and totally not healthy nor fun or anything so i'm just zippin my mouth so i won't say something I regret and ignorning what ever he says crabby. It isn't even all he says that's rubbin me the wrong way it's his crabby attitude toward everything else too that bugs me. Like picks up something to move it and instead of picking it up and setting it down he'll toss it and grunt like piece of shit or something like the I don't care about you or anything attitude and that gets me upset more than anything nothing worse than a pissy attitude face specially for no reason. You don't feel good.. and tired go lay down.. don't drag me n kids into your world n come back when you feel better or if ya need something be gratefull.. why do some people when feel bad want everyone else to feel bad.. and worse to me is i'm sopose to be someone he loves.. that hurts.. to be crabby. And like what's for supper well he's on his own. I work. Poor kids I feel bad for them being stuck home with him.. but he'll be fine with them n stuff I know.. just hasta whine to someone i guess but never understand that concept of taking things out on the one ya love cuz your the one that's always there.. that's the stupid idea of my 1st hubs.. and totally not correct.. last person that should be treated that way. But that's another life.. another story and i"m just kinda pissy now being round pissy pants all day. everyone's nappin now and I've been cleaning for the most part.. cuz well if I didn't nothing would get done.