Twilight

Writing about my life and things in it and what I think

Monday, June 16, 2003

On Vacation

Just a quick post cuz hubby nutty running around trying to get everything ready but it looks like or more feels like I'm the one doing everything and I have everything ready Who knows.. LOL anyways we will be gone to the lake cabin for the week/weekend so I won't be online or don't think I will although I will be back here on wednesday or thursday for a bit to do some things round here and my weekly business things for a couple hours at least. Other than that I'll be laying out swimming hiking some trails and BBQ'in n having a relaxing week just laying around No phone.. no Cable.. No computers OMG what am I going to do? Read, crochet play with kids n get a tan hopefully:) 90 degrees already today will be hot all week should be fun.. Well bye n take care God bless! Hugs

Sunday, June 15, 2003

Unwell then swell

Listening to the radio I heard this sone and thought kinda good. I like it and sometimes i get crazy so Here's the MP3 for your listening pleasure. Just click Matchbox 20's Unwell And here are the lyrics.. Catchy I think and lyrics (which are posted at end of post) make it fun to sing along since I love to do that crazy singing outloud I always do or my humming. All night at work I have been singing the Mr. Rogers theme song outloud. It's earworms, those catchy jingles n songs that stick. I just like this song and that one verse with the crazy talking and thinking lol sure it's me somedays and last night feeling those whispers n such LOL oh well :) I'm swell now though, not unwell anymore at least not on that subject.

Work was nice and steady busy I like these nights a lot. Stayed after had a Absolute South Beach.. new vanilla vodka that's nummy with coconut rum and pineapple juice. Mmmm very nummy I'd recommend it to anyone. I thought I was going to go back on my diet but did for one day then didn't. Just too much going on at once. Figure the non-smoking it enough for now not that I don't want to get back on the diet thing I do.. I'm happy I have kept all that weight I lost off and maintained my current weight for some time now.. but would like to drop that last 20lbs.. in time. I'm still thrilled I havn't had a puff in almost 3 weeks ! YEAH.

Hubs must have had the door open or patio door open cuz sitting here i'm getting munched on by misquitos.. one bite my cheek and two other bites on my arms now.. grrrr had bug bites I sooo swell up and itch. I should post pic's of my garden. My radishes are almost ready to be picked. Ate one yesterday that I hadda have. Will be nummy on my salads. Didn't grow lettuce this year nor broccoli or califlower either. Hard to grow up here for me for some reason. Maybe someday when I have a bigger garden I'll be able to grow more. And I realized today I didn't plant and spices this year. :( Bummer.. I don't know how I forgot them love the mint and basil and thyme my chives are still good and i really needed more lavender:( oh well next year .. or I can find someone that has some I'm sure that's fresh. Homemade poppouri is so nummy smelling too.

House looks so nice when I came home.. not perfect but pretty close should have most the rest of my chores done tomorrow so we will be able to enjoy at least I will be able to my days off next week. I don't know what to do. I suggested 10 things and hub just goes overboard on them all and then I think why don't you and kids do your thing a vacation for me would be no you or kids. LOL noooo i'm kidding But everything he wants to do sounds like a lot more work than what I find fun and a vacation. Camping. OK great idea I thought and loved have the tent and everything and the list and supplies and he's going so overboard and crazy gotta have this and that I'm thinking Oh my will be more work than relaxation I don't want to go now. LOL then I think lets stay at the cabin at night.. i don't know whatever I just hope girls enjoy and speak up more on what they'd like to do as well. OK I gotta get some zzz's

"Unwell"

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

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But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

::Chorus::LyricsCafe.com::

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

::Chorus::LyricsCafe.com::

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell